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We Have a Pact We have a pact that we made years ago. We agreed to never date or get sexually involved, in order to secure a life-long friendship, with the caveat that we would get married if we were both single when we turned 30. I can't wait that long. I'm still immensely attracted to you, and I still the same romantic feelings I've had for over 3 and a half years. And I think you're still attracted to me. There's something there, . I feel it every time we're alone, often feeling like we're on the brink of that critical moment, the tipping point that could very well change the dynamic of our relationship. And I back down nearly every time. I don't know if it's the pact stopping me, or my genuine fear of losing you. My sister sees that there's something there too. After seeing you outside her show last month, she commented on such a thing just after you left. As soon as you drove off, she turned to me and smiled "You two are in love!" "X-man" and "Stuffles" claim to see something too. I don't know how long I can wait for that magic moment where everything happens effortlessly. I must make a decision soon, or this will drive me mad indefinitely. Do I let the idea go, stick to the pact and try and move on? Or, do I drop my guard and make some bold move? Perhaps I'll see you tonight, as we discussed last week. Perhaps, this time I'll have the courage to do something bold. And if you see this, feel free to me out on it, or even simply drop a hint.